its been 30 days=)

30 days had passed since 20th of June in a blink of an eye...

30 days of non-single life....

my life now has turned into a better stage, compared to de last.
tot i'd neva come back to who i am now again...
but, i arrived to this position after all...
finally...

dear,
thx for de 'imaginary gift' ,
juz when i tot i had to live wif how it was,
u suddenli gave me this unexpected surprise =)

with much much love, maine =)

de mega =( sale

sale sale sale..
everyday i hear it ...

when i stepped into de mall on fri,
all de small n large signs of percentages hung everywher...
then my bf's eyes wud have brightened de second he sees de evil scratch of shops - pull n bear, quiksilver,etc...
although they mite have those pants u want tats cheaper, tink by today dun have ya size ady la dear...

didn get to shop on fri, since we're ther for de movie...
till saturday,
shell went sale crazy n bugged to go shopping...

yea,
we went...
afta seeing jon jon run in his favourite yellow shirt...

shell n i scavenged our favourite shops one by one...
forever 21, wif highly expensiv clothes tat even discounts dun help ( many nice blouses ther)
wh, which had de cheapest stuff ther... planned to buy one 13bucks blouse one, but shell jus took both de blouses to de counter liddat ... [all my mooney jus flew away... ]
mod, i got shell slippers! =) n got nice pretty white heels...
nichii, many many 'one of a kind' dresses...
jusco, it doesn seem to be having any sale...
romp, reli nice yellow formal-ish top tat i like...
n lastly, evil padini...
wif de prettiest scarf i've ever seen
( forget bout de interestin dress n de nice bag i want)
de white knitted cotton,
de POCKETS...
but de price...
yeesh...

(no pix...shud get some pix..)

shell had de mood to spend yesterday, on targeted stuff...
for me, stingey in ways...
but dinner oso go for fridays...
shell belanja-ed (dear, dun sad again ar...)
yummy at first bite,
but finishing half de food is ady an achievement...
we held our fat tummies n walked til de shops close...
de exercise =)

haiz...
no mooneyyy...
sad malaysian stuck in some national sale...
no good ...
no good ...

however,
i enjoyed my day wif shell...
she said i was dramatic,
made her n myself laugh de whole day...
we both think its cos of de blouse...
de contagious bright pink blouse...
lol...

updates...

aaron so busy cant edit de pix for me bday :(
i wan de pix he duwan pass to me without editing it...
why....
why cant he jus pass to me...
i wudn bug him anymor..
sighz...

one mor tin,
think i juz rejected my opportunity to go kunming for 10 days...
mum says she's gonna be busy, but i could follow aunty elaine n uncle kh ther...
topped up wif my personal reasons, told my mum dun tink i'l wan to go...
yea...
so its de end of my nice oversea holiday...

trips ....

suddenli so many trips are rushin into my mind...
at first, it was langkawi...
de tots suddenli became so vivid today...
not a good tin...
need a brainwash...

nex was de kunming tin...
i shudn be worryin too soon since its not confirmed yet...
but ther wud be consenquences if i do go...
several reasons...
mainly is tat if i go, i won be around on de 10th august...
dun feel right if i'm not around on tat day..
shell shud noe y...

nex is tat its 10 whole days ...
10 out of 30 days of my reli reli short holiday is so hurtful...
10 days so many possible outings...
10 days being so far away from him...
may not sms as much summor..

since he's probably gonna work 9 til 6 every weekday, tink he wudn have much time eitherways...

ahhhh...

den ther is one more thin...
malacca trip or not on de 18th???
shell was thinkin of bringin everyone...
but she changed her mind...
have to decide soon whether to join them...

got sketchbook due on 20th...
reli have no idea whether i can make it...

gosh...

wad to do now...

p/s: shell's startin to stuff me wif those deadly pills...
thx to mum...yeesh...
like 10 pills a day...
can die one wei...

karaoke day : )

altho i initially reli didn wanna wake up from my nap to go such a faraway place- gardens...
but it was one of those days wher i reli enjoyed,
layin my work aside to sing n sing n sing...
felt great...

de girls oni outing was fun...
we can sing any language we want...
fortunately, anne likes de chinese songs, so i dunnit to go dig myself :)

our michael jackson dancing lessons came to use during ironing sessions...
reli like leo's 10 minute song too...

we had nice dinner too...
compared to de curve's,
this is much better...
de few tins i liked was de SOUP, de sushi n de mango pudding
it was very filling indeed...

yea...
it was a nice day to rem...
been so long since i reli reli relax...

oso thx to him,
for understanding things,
giving replies tat i'd tot i wudn receive,
that reli gave me de ok mood to go crazy n al :)

*mum jus called telling me tat she is considerin a ten day trip to kunming ! sorta depends on her workload n de mooney now... crossing my fingers on this...

i thought...

thought at least a lil sumtin wud happen ...
but nothing did...
its been two days now...
did u remember?

my mood today is quite unstable...
thx to de above...
plus sumtin i read from facebook las nite n also having to cope myself in this new situation i have...
then last of all, my work that seem to stick wif me even to my dreams...

shell, ed n auntie were just startin on this reformation on me...
making sure i sleep, eat n everytin at de proper time....
shell makes sure i eat like, bout 3 meals a day (if i dun, she wud stuf be wif those deadly big pills)
ed gives me curfews, in which i'l feel bad if i happen to disobey it, especially when he gives de face...
auntie jus reenforces de lectures the two above give me...
will definately have obtacles on this...
but hope tins won go wrong...
shud be nice to turn my lifestyle back on de proper track...

then...

tot i achieved sumtin great yesterday being able to sleep at 1.40am last night wif moral project n surface design to finish...

however,
just realized today tat i've been slackin in my work...
wad i do n wad i see others do is bout heaven n earth difference...
was tryin to keep tins simple wif my mum not wanting me to overwork myself in mind..
but no..
my drawing project is reli turning out wrong...
they're jus some random stuff i've drawn for nothin...
so,
i've made a very difficult decision..
that is to redo de whole tin...
shell n ed wudn be pleased about this...

this is my last drawing proj...
i ady screwed 2 out of 3 projs this sem..
at least de last have to make sense now...