karaoke day : )

altho i initially reli didn wanna wake up from my nap to go such a faraway place- gardens...
but it was one of those days wher i reli enjoyed,
layin my work aside to sing n sing n sing...
felt great...

de girls oni outing was fun...
we can sing any language we want...
fortunately, anne likes de chinese songs, so i dunnit to go dig myself :)

our michael jackson dancing lessons came to use during ironing sessions...
reli like leo's 10 minute song too...

we had nice dinner too...
compared to de curve's,
this is much better...
de few tins i liked was de SOUP, de sushi n de mango pudding
it was very filling indeed...

yea...
it was a nice day to rem...
been so long since i reli reli relax...

oso thx to him,
for understanding things,
giving replies tat i'd tot i wudn receive,
that reli gave me de ok mood to go crazy n al :)

*mum jus called telling me tat she is considerin a ten day trip to kunming ! sorta depends on her workload n de mooney now... crossing my fingers on this...

i thought...

thought at least a lil sumtin wud happen ...
but nothing did...
its been two days now...
did u remember?

my mood today is quite unstable...
thx to de above...
plus sumtin i read from facebook las nite n also having to cope myself in this new situation i have...
then last of all, my work that seem to stick wif me even to my dreams...

shell, ed n auntie were just startin on this reformation on me...
making sure i sleep, eat n everytin at de proper time....
shell makes sure i eat like, bout 3 meals a day (if i dun, she wud stuf be wif those deadly big pills)
ed gives me curfews, in which i'l feel bad if i happen to disobey it, especially when he gives de face...
auntie jus reenforces de lectures the two above give me...
will definately have obtacles on this...
but hope tins won go wrong...
shud be nice to turn my lifestyle back on de proper track...

then...

tot i achieved sumtin great yesterday being able to sleep at 1.40am last night wif moral project n surface design to finish...

however,
just realized today tat i've been slackin in my work...
wad i do n wad i see others do is bout heaven n earth difference...
was tryin to keep tins simple wif my mum not wanting me to overwork myself in mind..
but no..
my drawing project is reli turning out wrong...
they're jus some random stuff i've drawn for nothin...
so,
i've made a very difficult decision..
that is to redo de whole tin...
shell n ed wudn be pleased about this...

this is my last drawing proj...
i ady screwed 2 out of 3 projs this sem..
at least de last have to make sense now...

my abandoned blog....

wad shud i blog about???

shud i go pasar malam???

i hav a 50/50 chance of dying soon...
i sat on de same couch in which a boy who had primary contact wid a swayne flu patient...
well...
funny y i dun reli care...

shell chan was waitin for air asia for 45 minutes
she was tellin me tat my bf mite not be able to get tickets coz no guardian ther...
lol...

langkawi is so far away...
de sound of de waves is stil so far away...
i told myself i'm gonna get a full body spa treatment at de end of my painful course...
tat'd be reli nice...

y am i bloggin liddis...
for de sake of fillin my blog?
n maybe to get my mind off work even for a lil while...
n also off otha things (no i'm not emoing...its not negativ stuff i'm thinkin )

anythin else???
think not...
shall embrace myself wif shell tellin me wads in de news today >.<

yea!
new laptop
new holiday!!!

internet so fun...

temporary relief...

went thru 2 hard weeks,
n now i'm at a very temporary relief of finishing one project...
afta seeing other people's work,
i hav came to realise i've brought de sleepless nitez upon myself...
this is jus cos i happen to always do detailed stuff.
makes it take a very much longer time...

the exterior

the cottage concept

its meant to be viewed one by one...springsummerautumnwinter

everytin...

however,
i hav found a sudden satisfaction of doing this '4 seasons' proj...
altho it took 2 nites of my sleep,
this is one of those works i did tat i'm happy wif de outcome...
thank god tat i cud finish it in time...

last weekend,
i went for a photography hunt...
first was at pd, drove ther at 4am in de morning...
thanks to aaron we could find a decent beach we could settle by sunrise...


it was a pretty sight,
wif de sound of de waves still singing in my mind

a lil sumtin i saw ...its not grapes btw...

its nots as big as it looks
afta pd, my mum was very nice to have took to time to bring me up to genting on tat same nite...
de nex morning, it was her tat woke me up to another sunrise...
personally, i think i wud be utterly lucky to actually be able to witness a reli pretty sunrise in msia coz both my trips weren reli as expected...

afta tat mum took me to batang kali,
it was a nice morning to take pictures....
haven realized i could take such clear waters wif its colorful stones underneath...


my last photography hunt ended up at a reservoir on de way back to kl from batang kali..

lastli,
when we stop by oug to pick up yun,
i saw not one, but TWO fairladys...
i prefer de silver one...
its ther n i could drive..
wat a pity...
(jus wanna cry out a lil bout it... pls dun mind :) )

de otha cars - skyline gtr, two-seater compressor at de back

lastli, i wud wanna express my gratitude to some ppl tat took me thru these two hard weeks...

i. shell,aaron,ed n anne...

for taking de much appreciated time to goin ther wif me...

ii. mummy...

she had done so much for me these weeks..
altho i cudn have done much for her birthday, which i feel reli bad for,
she stil held me thru these hard times,
by giving lil smses n offering me de help n support i need...
genting, installin de aircons, tellin me its fine if i didn get de scholarship,
n tat her best brithday present is to stop making her worry ..

iii. God

without Him i wud hav just broke down again in drawing class,
then i wudn be able to concentrate on de shoebox proj...
despite de lecturer's 'thoughtfulness' on my efforts in taking all de photos,
her response made me jus wanna go home n cry...
i did, but God strengthened me n told me its going to be ok...

de good n de bad...

3 weeks of sem break flew by so quickly...
of coz ther are happy tins that i've done n de bad tins that happened..
i tot it shud be nice to make a checklist...

1. Genting trip wif 9 clasmates
b4 my sem break reli begun, it was already kick-started wif a nice stay at an awana suite. altho i tot ther were many of us tat were yet to finally realise that we're REALLY in a holiday, it was somehow quite refreshing that we have no otha tin to do other than taking pix de whole day...

2. Reading de twilight saga.

i have finally got de time to read this series of books that everyone is talking about...i'm down to breaking dawn now...around 20 mor chapters left...actually planned to finish everything last week, but failed due to other tins to do...

3. finishing my drama...

i've actually re-watched the mischievious princess due to de fact tat de web site for de drama i was suppose to watch had some technical issues... stil hav to catch 3 mor episodes of boys before flowers....

4. de new book i got...

tot i would need to brush up on some artistic skills, so mum bought me this literally reli thick book... but i'm oni until bout page 50 ...yeesh...

5. genting trip wid shell, seng n cc...

de 3 days 2 nitez took al ma money away... i can forget about LAN subjects ( mor den happy to do so since its actualli taught in BM in KBU) these 3 days were mainly compose of de breeze and de very easy going itenary... we wan sleep den sleep, wan movie den movie...

6. al de movies...

de group always randomly wanna watch movies...from shopaholic in de mid of early morning to fast n furious in de mid of de evening ... they were all de lil joys of having a holiday...

7. stayin wif de family...

initially, i tot its a bit troublesome to stay for a few days...i wud be up to nothin other than stayin in de room occupyin wid wtv i hav...
on monday, my mum woke me up at 10am for mamak, de rest of de day was al readin n watching...
on tuesday, ma dad had his turn to wake me up for breakfast in de morning... i was so sleepy i slept thru lunch ...
on wednesday , ma mum woke me up again so tat we could go see cars since she said her honda stream is goin to be in de age of deprivation in 2 years(tel u when she chooses cars, its so ma fan, this cannot tat cannot, i almost died in de heat) end up stickin to de same car anyway...finally was able to go back afta dinner in oug wid shell n seng...
altogether, de tin i miss most on living wid de family is of cos, de family then de comforts of a home ( de homecook food, de limitless use of electricity for laptop, aircon n al...)

8. a day of ironing...

on thurs, plans to go out end up being just a day of ironing al de clothes tat piled for weeks was plain but enjoyable..plus goin for shell's dinner at 12am til 2.30am at macds, then doin some work in tat reli chilly restaurant was somethin i haven done for long...but ma fingers seriously needs a spa still...

9. grocerying yesterday...

yesterday, we went ming tien for dinner, everyone had funny wif de spicy sausage as well as de large mugs of drinks ( seng'a not gettin a large eva again) ... then we went 1u... b4 grocering, we were having some fun lookin into those long satin-like dresses....it felt expensiv by jus wearing it... dun tink i wud be able to get my hands on tat til at least 8 years later... it has been weeks since de shoppin was this fun too...grocering was funny without de basket or trolley, we had free ice cream for de hard work :) thx to auntie...

sai lo and kar jie expressing family love XD

10. sis' birthday party...

afta spendin on al de credit, de day finally came...de cake from patisserie was pretty as usual...de frens tat were invited came as asked...which was good...altho she didn get chilis, i hope she had a good time...

de pretty cake deserves some credit

de family n sis's new bf...

de 3 week holiday had passed... its not short nor its long enuf... many things i still wanted to do... however, cant change anythin... overall, it was covered wif much gladness n its joyous moments ther n ere so i'm honestly happy about it....

i hav bout 2 hours til de 20th of april, its ma sis bday (happy burfday !!! :D ) as well as my first day of 3rd sem... hope it all goes well, from academics to otha stuff... this is de oni wish i have for dis coming 14 weeks i hav to go thru...

sem break continuation...

its been a day since i left genting,
n i'm sauna-ing in kl now...
even when its raining,
it is stil so hot...

ah...
genting...
shell, seng, cc...
reminisce de nice windy breeze blowing...
de humid weather that was so wet that could get our hair all wet...
:'(
i want it back...

de oni pic we took...

ah....
i wan it bac...
altho we had to wonder everyday wad we cud do,
i stil like al de free time ...
de random karaoke, movie, ah.....

still,
i cant go again anymor,
considerin de fact that i'm in serious debt now...
reallll serious debt...

cant go genting,
cant get tat nice handbag...
cant get that GREEENN JJJaccket....
cant get even a small 5 bucks anklet...

yeesshhh

being broke n debtful sucks...

ahhhhh....

i wil hav to beg soon...
go bac to tat bowl of rice we abandoned at that korean buffet restaurant...


well..
yeah...
in short....
i'm broke...
tryin to de-stress here...
soli...
ahhhh....