Thursday, weekly holiday

crazy week turned my head upside down.

i've learnt my lesson not to commit myself to too many things ever again.
sucks all de energy out of me.
therefore,

stickin out of msid,

avoiding being in-charge of anything for the time being,

quite lazy on making anything perfect ( for the time being too)

woke up from the wrong side of the bed today.

read stuff that made my head more fogged up

cleared up space for my camera too (supposedly a good thing)

these are some of the stuff that shouldn't be buried deep in my 'pictures' folder:

a pretty long time ago,

sis was talking about this last week:

to be able to climb on de roof to get rambutans

some time after de above:

year 1 last project of doom

also long ago:

a pretty picture

very recent but no longer reachable for us:

6 pacts version of a lantern festival

C-L-A-S-S

*clears throat* started.
sigh. such a pain.

should be brainstorming more for the movie
should be wise and start on knowing how to deal with photoshop b4 its too late
should not dream bout weird things (its still up to God >.<)
should not be having a slow brain that take so much time to process things
should maybe start accepting the fact that my friday class is at 3.30 till 5 !!!
should maybe try not to freak out after knowing how hard my year 2 syllables are

need more meiji green tea ice-cream...
for de good of de tortured mind

Tot of the Holiday - ni juu

20 blogs on my 5-month holiday,
n it ends here.

my journey these months haven't been de best,
but still great.
at least i had de opportunity for this amount of time to be spent however i wanted...
as for the goals i wanted to set,
barely passed on de list of thins that i was set to do:

=( learning up on photoshop n other programmes
=( getting bac to the piano
=( finish writing de novel i started ages ago
=( so many other things that are now forgotten even

de highlights to my holiday were just unforgetable. de things that made me NEVER wanna start class, de things that i gained, de stuff that i can do:

=) australia. the trip is so nice i've dreamt several times about goin bac. wad i've experience cant be described in words. its like stepping in another world altogether
=) being a waitress of de bee! its been more than 2 months working there. meeting new ppl, knowing how it feels to be servicing customers, learning how to make coffee, getting interesting tasting of food sometimes... de list goes on. makes a new part of my life now.
=) reading. since de holidays started, i picked up a book. it became a habit since. there is always a book in my bag now. gone from mitch albom to piles of chinese novels. n now i cant seem to get my hands off at least one book in mph.
=) since i worked for the other half of my holz, i gained $$$. de freedom of using them for several things i've wanted was nice. but somehow, since moving out, my sense of broke-ness seem like it wud be sticking to my head 4eva.

there has been changes n al. like de 6 pacts leaving for this n that. n gathering for this n that too. somehow gives us each a very personal view on what role each of us play in each other lives.

thoughts on my holiday end here.
de great n relaxing fantasy ends here.
de free flowing freedom ends here.
de mind hibernation of 5 months ends here.
my life,
as a student desperate to keep my scholarship refreshes,
as a family trying to balance spending time with everyone refreshes,
as a 20 year old trying to enjoy nice things in life while keeping my academic deadlines in tact refreshes.

its time,
to step back into the world.
together with my brain, that is.

Tot of the Holiday - sembilan belas

its de beginning of merdeka day.
i spent de first few minutes listening to jay while driving from dsh to jaya one.
am currently hungry for sumtin nice to eat.
hmmmmm
suddenli reminded me of a significant merdeka day a few years bac.
funny how so many years have passed

marianne is sick.
high fever, mycoplasma pneumonia, tubercolosis all came out,
everyone was worried sick,
spending all the time trying to make sure things are ok with her.
today,
she thankfully have a really constant temperature,
hoping n prayin for the best now.

its really the end of the month now,
trying not to remember its sept in another 24 hours
guess i shud just look forward to seeing my thousand bucks pay cheque
n just be happy for my long-avoided results to still enable me to maintain my scholarship
not to forget the free staff dinner tmr...
n also finalli, de amount of sleep i could get tonightttt

happy merdeka, malaysia,
u've made it another year ^.^

Tot of the Holiday - juu hachi

august has been really consistent
consistently watchin movie by movie on fridays
consistently working 6 days a weeks
consistently dreaming of holidays
consistently hanging out wif our new bunch of colleague friends
guess tins went on so smooth tat august is slipping away fast.

considering de fact tat ther are so many more cafes/restaurants out ther n i hav landed on 'the bee', it is one in a million on what could have happened.
working ere sure have its disadvantages,
but this few weeks itself has shown me what good things it gave me:
#1 random drinking sessions wif abbie, jared n ujean.
#2 had free drinks treated by de boss
#3 tasting sessions on cakes n stuff
#4 jared whom gave everyone his cute facial expressions n his share of downloaded series
#5 free dinner n entertainment coming up on de following sunday for all cafe staff

guess de listed above is good enuf.
starting from nex week,
hav to take most of de morning shifts thx to peir hung.
sigh
goin to kill him when he leaves on monday

Tot of the Holiday - juu sheechee

it is 15 of august.
FIFTEEN.
a frightening number.

its already mid august b4 anyone knew it.
realized it when de radio sound de date.
how can time pass this fast.

haven even handled so many tins.
barely prepared for anythin.

is there any human organ i could blame for giving stupid tots ?
i wud like to put de fault there.
for, i wud wan to believe it tat when de wtv organ recovers,
they wud just vanish

everytin beta end soon.
temporary relief ain gonna help anymore
coz time is not waiting for me.
crossing my fingers.
tat i could stil remain standing

Tot of the Holiday - juu rokoo

feel so broke.
owe shell 200 for my photoshop n illustrator books
owe auntie 200 for de car
owe my wallet to have some money inside
n, my salary is not in my bank yet
!!!

working is in 5 hours time.
my lil toes tat now became so rectangular in shape is gonna increase in width again.
reminds me to bring an extra pair of sandals to change for de after-work plan.

i wonder wud i be able to finish reading de thick books i just bought.

hungry now.
but lunch-fasting won allow tat.
need sumtin soupy this time.
but it ain filling.
darnnnnn

shud i start watching de otha korean series?
or maybe continue de anime i stopped...
hmmmmmmmm

Tot of the Holiday - juu go ( fifteen! )

shell was tearin when aaron left jus now.
quite a shock.
guess i wud somehow understand that.

when i saw him sitting there in the bee last nite,
it was an indescribable feeling.
seng, jon n aaron himself might be shock at de fact i gave him a hug.
but guess, ther is no other way to express how i felt at de time.

having him around, physically and mentally,
was like sometin we could depend on.
it became too much of a norm to de both of us i guess.

anyways, may everytin be well wif him while he ventures his life in NUS

Tot of the Holiday - juu shi

currentli in de bee now...
this post took quite some time to even finish.
since i am lacked of de line is this area i'm living

bac to wher i was
since i started workin ere,
new kinds of tots start to surface...

i was thinking how am i gonna spend my salary
furthermore, i stil wan to save
so, finalli came to a stop where i'm gonna buy an ipod touch!
bcoz de cost makes it more worth it than an ipod nano

i hav been workin n working nowadays
furthermore, workin extra lot of OTs this week
so, my legs hurt
bcoz gettin more mooney doesn make it sound so bad

i hav a new bunch of frenz now
furthermore, they could be pretty diff or perhaps similar to me
so, altho they're somewhat different i wud stil like to keep them
bcoz they are stil nice ppl to noe

i hav been a waitress for bout 3 weeks now,
furthermore, wif funny very early or very late shifts at times
so, i found interestin things happening now n then quite fun
bcoz they'll be sometin interest-ly different to put in my life experience

i also have been plannin for de jingly presents
furthermore, preparing sometin extra for some ppl
so, it made budgeting much more difficult
bcoz extra present means extra mooney

i hav been thinkin bout my australian trip alot
furthermore, even dreamt of it many times nowadays
so, i wan to TRAVELLLLL!!!
bcoz it feels niceeee, no burden, juz enjoy

i hav been reading alot, mainly chinese novels
furthermore, thinking if i'm gonna get a photoshop book n colorbook to prepare for class
so, hope i reli wud actualli read those boring non-fiction books
bcoz i wud jus die if i hav to make a presentation bod with zero photoshop knowledge

i am reli unhappy wif the fact tat its august already
furthermore, time is goin even faster since i'm just workin my butt off
so, may God prepare meeee
bcoz so many things are goin to happen in september

yea...
pretty much de tellable tots i can list down
shell sayin i hav a half-japanese blog ere.
shall fulfill de statement for a bit =P

ahlon-onii chan has beeen away for so long,we practically stopped mamakin ady
shell-san is serving tables now, buggin me to get a glass of wine to sleep well tonight
takes me zuuto (4eva) to sleep nowadays

an extra long blog for replacing a long period of a postless blog
k now,
sayonara!
oyasumi (good night)

p/s: my dear boss, hello! i lurv the Bee very very much! spent more than 11 hours of my day here today.its like my 2nd home now. sandals pleaseeeee??? =P

Tot of the Holiday - juu san

maine wong waits!!!

sounds funny.
yea.
just started my new part time job as a waitress at the bee, jaya one last saturday.
its 6bucks per hour !!!
but it kills ur legs.

u noe b4 this?
when i was form five and finding a job,
i tot de one job i won wanna do is waiting.
then ther i was in de cafe today, rushing all over de cafe in my apron,
taking orders, serving drinks n food, getting the bill.

wad a change.
which made me tink wad made this tot change?
mayb its coz i wanna get off stuff tat has sumtin to do wif design for a while.

after 2 days of work,
realized i need to adjust to society,
tip 1: lettin de chef know tat u dun hav a bf is REALLYYY a bad idea. now its borthersome. GOd help me
tip 2: dun panic when ther is too many ppl, ul just forget stuf. just do it calmly.
tip 3: de smoking society. wil jus hav to cope.
tip 4: sayin a loud 'welcome' to someone tat just happen to pass by de shop might earn u another customer !

so far so good.
wil be doin dis for a month or two.
yeaa!!!
income finally $$$

Tot of the Holiday - juu ni

went to pack up de messy shelve of books just now.
found out tat i actualli read a whole stack of chinese books !
so proud of myself.
hope i dun forget how to write de chinese simplified version

also read some english books,
then no more interestin selections tat led me to de chinese books.

after a whole pile of chinese novels,
finally came bac to anime !
found out Kuroshitsuji 2 just came out
n ciel is alive !
a very nice character.
thank god he came bac, or wud die wif de new lousy characters

still waiting for work to come.
one interview wif de owner oso need to wait so long.

hmm...my puzzle is lying around for too long.
shud i finish it or pack it up???

Tot of the Holiday - juu ichi

de world cup is currentli playin.

netherlands or spain?

nah.

if i reli had to choose,

i'l take holland.

coz they have pretty tulips ther =P

lol

its been weeks.

wad hav i been up to?

let me see,

me bday was pleasant.

wif pei whom unexpectedly joined us.

de unexpected guest

chewing me molten cake

pressie from de guys

then i started my work in which lasted oni for 3 days.

pretty eye-openin even for 3 days.

then started planning de so called renovation for auntie since they wan tins neat.

went to ikea twice tat week

seng's bday n ahlon's farewell was done last friday.

a very pretty sight we've made =P

shell's randomized roast chicken

punch !

wif tropical cordial, carlsberg, apples n oranges

de table of food =)

hope to be able to work soon

need mooney

need sumtin meaningful to do

well,

waiting tables teaches u to be humble i guess >.<

Tot of the Holiday - juu! ( ten ady)

de last phase of my holiday month has ended.

from australia, then genting , bk. tinggi after and penang last.

wad a nice month.

but it ended.

by de time i knew it, it'd be my bday then nonstop workin for de new months to come.

well.

however it is,

life still goes on.

adaptation,

always essential for me to survive

penang was fun.

sicne everyone got to go out together .

never tot our group wud be so great on walkin almost de whole day there.

i'm so proud =)

i myself reli enjoyed de beach!

altho de banana boat ride was a shock to everyone,

it was sumwhat sum interesting experience for de trip.

also got to read a book by de balcony when de rest went for breakfast..

wif de view of de beach,

forget bout de underwears n pants hanging on de chairs on de other side,

de natural morning breeze just feels good.

having gone to de beach twice,

got my chances to make use of my hearing.

de sound of the waves are stil as calming as ever.

they wud have to last til de nex time i go to de coastline again.

pix are not wif me since ahlon was ther =P

wil hav to wait,

not to long (hopefully)

tats all for tonite

oyasumi!

Tot of the Holiday - kyuu

went to bk tinggi recently,

for de alpha course weekend away...

one of de most hopeful few days of shell n my life has finally came.

auntie n anne finalli accepted de lord.

at least when they said it.

i wasn as happy as i expected i wud hav.

but de next day, after God had His spirit filled in auntie,

i was finally feeling tat great gladness i was suppose to have

guess all along,

wad i reli hoped for for auntie is tat all her troubles,uncertainties and challenging past wud be taken away

simply by de Lord.

wif Him,

life wud be so different for auntie n her family.

both shell n i had tears rushing down our cheeks when auntie shared her testimony.

she was certainly transformed.

thank god

this is close to de lil sumtin i saw

while we had our H.S. moment

while knowing ther is still a long way to go,

guess God simply just wants me to noe:

'well done'

&

'everything will still be in His hands.

So, chill !'

Tot of the Holiday - hachi

been to genting n stayed for 2 nights coz shell badly wants a holiday sumwher.

so,

shell, cc, seng n i went ther.

it was de first day of de world cup

made most of our meals

below: aglio olio

shud hav posted earlier,

fat's homemade bday cake !

Tot of the Holiday - sheechee

lessons learnt:

i. holidays are great when its long enuf. since de first few days i was bareli sure of wad i'm doin in another country. took me some time to cool down n actualli enjoy. its good for brainwashing too

ii. products such as facial or hair care, no matter how good other ppl say it is, or how expensiv it is, it wont work.

iii. do not pay too much attention to my kinder bueno n forget where my 30bucks credit went .

iv. postpone de date to go genting if ur friend is/was having a diarrhea. never ever feed them garlic toooooo

v. when u knew sumtin is just not right for u, just let it pass, not stick to them.

gues tats it. no more ad. just a few things in mind. =)

Tot of the Holiday - rokoo

its been days since i came bac from australia,

many interestin memories stil nice n fresh...

mum n uncle always asked what i liked most from this trip.

there are many parts reli ...

at de beginning, it was late at night,

i loved de cool breeze outside. wher i had to wear gloves but hav freezing fingers.

de next morning,

i liked de blue skies tat lit de sky delicately

i liked de pretty yellow, apple green n reddish leaves by de roads, in de parks...

i like de lil cafes tat served de aromatic tea n amazing croissants....

i liked de time when i could climb up de monkey bar like some crazy 5 year old girl just having fun

then when we went to de forests,

greens never fail to giv its charm

its a funny tin tat they hav so many mushrooms in de otway national park.

they each look unique ,

n sumtimes, o-shi ! (delicious)

it was so cold,

n fire kept us warm during de dark nights.

( p/s: but i didn like de smoke tat is produced tho)

then came de great ocean driive,

de blue turquoise seas ...

de sounds of de waves,

became de remedy to my inner frustrations since a long time ago

(de baby mussels we saw by de beach)

voted most favourite moment:

fresh golden delicious from de tree eaten under de tree !

despite all de climbing up n down,

de best part of it is always at de peak!

finalli, bac from 5 days of camping,

homecooked food is de best!

thx auntie siew eng =D

finalli,

on de final night,

de best dinner of all!
italian food *slurps*

de spaghetti from carbonara , bolognese, lasagna, n cavallini ( miss it alot, wif al de cheese )

de different pizzas, ceasar salad, garlic bread n al...

sighhhh

al de food

also, not to forget de desserts.

gelato.

n also de trip to max brenner..

de texture n taste of de smooth sweet chocolate on de waffle n in de truffle...

yum yum

n last but not least, de family i hav ther,

haven reli been able to actualli get to know them since they live so far away,

but,

this time,

uncle dennis & auntie siew eng,

its not just de hospitality tat i'm thankful,

but de simple considerate actions u two had shown throughout de trip

uncle sing,

thx for cracking ur head for organising this trip,

as u saw,

i reliiiii do enjoy it

tabby, tim & teresa,

as cousins, we bareli knew each otha b4 this,

but after de long or short times we've spent togetha,

i know we somehow share some tins in common =P

lastly,

TAMMY!!

ur just de cutest cousin i've ever had,

i selfishly wished u could stay like this forever...

hehe.

to conclude,

thx mummy,

i know this cost a bundle,

reli enjoyed it alot =)

muaxxx!

Tot of the Holiday - go

current destination: Litzroy, vic

sigh...
de more i stay in aust, de more i tink de msian government isn doin so well..

de whole day aunt has been bringin us ther n ere while tellin this is done by the melbourne council or sumtin.
pretty gated playgrounds, space to skateboard, community centres wif pools, gyms, baths, etc...
de clean roads. not to mention de fines they give when u pass a red traffic light. n they dun exactly have tolls, since u just pass thru this light tin when u enter the highway n they mail de charge to u.
de roads are super wide too...

why....
bac ther when almost everyday i yearn to bathe, meanwhile ther is no need to bathe ere.
its getting dark outside when de clock ere points 5.30pm.
went to de park in the afternoon without de need of worrying of the sun...
ahhhhhh
arrived de airport n all i wanted was to go out to de cold.
yeahhhh...

tat is why, makes me consider on migrating. anywher. even china wud do. wif de cooler weather.

goin for a movie tonite. church tmr EARLY MORNING , then heading to uncle's beachhouse which is a few hours drive away...
yea!!!
de beach !!!!
me lurvvvv

Tot of the Holiday - shi

a very good morning ( australian style )

just had a nice talk wif tim, my cousin,
n now using his comp..

after such a hassle at the msia airport, then security checked by cute men n quite a long ride on de 4-lane highway,
am currently stayin in uncle's house, a town house,we dun have these in msia,
quite interesting, apparently uncle sing participated in the design...

aunt's going to bring us out for some coissants tmr.
yeah...
then go to a toy library
???
free toys wei...

so far this is de itenary i noe...
its ady 2am ere...
after almost 8 hours of flying, wif absolutely nothin to do but sleeping,
i'm wide awake now.

yea!!!
shall entertain myself wif de comp ere...
too bad didn bring my camera usb or can post some pix...
tata...
hope can still get hold of a comp tmr

Tot of the Holiday - san

konbanwa everybadi!

not fast, not slowli,
after some time,
tmr is me big holiday

11 days ain short...
n so many tins gonna happen when i'm away.
tink leavin some msges wud be good.

#1 - low chee chung

fat, hope ya results wud come out good.
wil be prayin for u.
n, ya gf exams coming soon,
take care of her ah. remind her not to worry AT ALL TIMES...

#2 - seng

ermmm...leave uni too late nowadays better be careful. better not to leave late de beta la...

#3 - ron onii-chan

smarty pants got asean scholarship ad.. two more days, n finally we'l noe wher ur goin.
all de best ya. will pray for u =P

#4 - anne-chan

wad good stuff u plannin to do when i'm away?!?!? dun be so bad k!!! i'll be bac soonnnn!!!

#5 - shell-san

oii... exam soon ad. take care. soli, didn noe ur exams wud clash wif de trip. remember, things wud be FINE. however de results, God is there. not oni behind and in front of u in everythin, but more importantly beside u.
ya panic button tat normally pops up out of nowher, i switch it off for u ya.

k now,
stay happy,stay good.
11 days ya,
will be back soon
a-ish-te-lu all !!! hahaha

Tot of the Holiday - ni

guess God thinks i shud develop more muscles...
hand so pain, leg limping summor...

Australian trip is close,
will hav to cross my fingers again on fitting all my stuff in tat bag...
chances are puny...

n,
ther is this survey thing tat contains thousands of questions i need to finish b4 i leave, in order to get 50bucks >.<
wonder wud i actualli make it...

Tot of the Holiday - ichi

i wanna go perhentian =(


thx to jon n ron couching sessions today...
prayin my arms wont hurt tmr....

bra-bra-bra !! =P

lol...

wil explain on de title soon..

yesterday n today were both tiring days.

cos yesterday was one-day-with-mum-at-work-day >.<

n coz today aunty wanna go for de last day of jusco day ^.^

yesterday morning, went wif mum n jo to meet de contractor at sentul at 9am.

i'm glad de contractor is nice. not some scary man.

only thin that bothered me there was that mum n uncle Kuldip (the man in-charge of NS Alpha) both just wanted to use buntings everywher cause they're cheap n useful in the same time.

if i didn stop them, the shop wil jus look like some tuition place promoting the classes they have.

next i followed mum walked over to this other shoplot which is actually a school for de poor.

its a reli interesting concept, that even unicef was there to learn how to work the same thin.

the headmaster's office come library was airconed . in the same floor, its a cafeteria!

its run by the students itself, Sumanians i think. teachin them how to cook n bake to open shops in the future. other floors are all classes.

two of these shoplots give space for 700 poor or abused students. FOC wei. including uniforms summor.

was thinking of voluteering for tat afta coming bac from australia.

Upon arriving Alpha Malaysia, i didn hav much to do except for making a few calls, sticking a million stamps of a thousand envelopes and serving everyone brownies topped with ice cream.

after comin bac for bout an hour of nap, we had dinner n left to new covenant assembly to conduct an alpha intro.

after i came bac, somehow things felt different.

yesterday was a real eye opener.

how ppl try to do their best for God with all their strength despite the low salary they get.

for all this ppl they have deep passion of love for.

on today,

the whole world was at 1u at every corner of the mall emptyin their pockets ferociously.

with all the discount in the world, we, this bunch of gals, came oni to aim at bras.

yeah...so we came home wif over 200bucks worth of bras, of every color!

"bra-bra-bra !!!" , said Jenny while leaving Jusco.

lol...

we got other stuff too!

shell n i have new fluffy white pillows to sleep on tonight!!!

while everyone changed to new vibrant colors of bedsheets ...

shell's sunny yellow, mine's pweety pink n auntie n anne's puzzly owange.

hahaha...

now we all love our beds

after admiring beds,

shell decided to bathe the dirty dog.

yea...monster took a bath like 11 in the evening...

he was being such a pain.

could stay still for us to dry him.

yea!

i've blogged on two of my days !!!

yokata! (i'm glad =P)

hehe...anotha new word =D

k now.

oyasumi !

part ni (two =P)

konbanwa ! ( good evening ;D)

back again...

now...

plans for de holidays...

a main part of the beginnin wud mostly be dealing with the sentul shop design ...

hope de wall design won take so much of my time...

afta me 11-day trip to Australia in anotha 10 days, everyone wud be free!

then suppose to have made plans to go holiday somewhere local wif de roku-ichi pax (6-1 pax!)

after tat comes july, meaning work work work...

hope this internship won swallow me into a black hole.

i still very much wan to enjoy my FIVE-month holiday, to de fullest.

things to do in me holiday:

#1 - allocate time to reli laze =P hehe...

#2 - finish up de 1500 puzzle !

#3 - get stuffs ready for aust - flip-flop, wash me shoe? , long johns( is that how we spell it?) and lotssa cold medicine. since already goin to sleep in tents n al. plus i'm plannin to try dipping myself into de cold australian beach =D

#4 - learn up photoshop. i reli tried a few days ago... but so many tools.. watch oso quite boring le...ah-lon onii-chan must be very interested in it to self learn so much till now...

#5 - i'm suppose to beautify the porch for auntie. starting from seedlings would take 4eva ! so, reli dunno how to start.

#6 - make sure everytin in the Sentul shop wud look pweety. since mummy ask me to do de job...

#7 - suppose to re-learn de piano... but i'm not near one everyday...wud be a difficult task tho...

five months mite seem long . but i'm so afraid it'l pass too fast...

all de work in projects raised a certain fear perhaps...

that i mite not have de heart to do enuf, or actualli, more than enuf for de scholarship...

also not to forget projects wud always be in our head every single second of de day...

handling lecturers is another problem too...

after all, i'm not tat of a genius when it comes to being creative or color combinations n al...

might just get a nervous breakdown like de last time....

yea... just hope these five months,when i could do anything! that it'l be satisfyin enuf. so tat it'l be my driving force to do my best for anotha year of the worst things to come .

really hope so...even holiday oso feel tense bout my course...

dis is not happening...

nonono... must enjoyyyyy

not tension....

enjoyyyy

blog revived!!!

o-hai-yo!

my blog is dead...

didn remember it existed, till just recently.

so fast, n my first year is gone!

guess its a good tin.

everyone around me is buzzing now

shell-san (shell-chan looks odd >.<) n cc-kun got exams

ah-lon onii-chan is working til june...

seng-kun is tryin to catch up with grades for his scholarship

ed-chan flew al de way across the pacific ocean to work n travel...

as for me,

hav been doin stuff for mum,

house-work once in a while, and watchin lotssa animae =D

yea!! been adding japanese ere n ther, makes my blog look mor flowery perhaps?

but now, shell-san is tryin to get me out of animae...

somehow, these puzzles we saw in trop mall looked fun and nice.

1500 pieces of it...

ahhh... it wouldn be so hard if every piece didn look de same...

patience ! Ganbateh ^.^

shall continue part 2 tmr la ...

oyasumi ! (good nite)

dun hav much of a mood to blog about cny...
i need somethin to blog about...
wad to blog???

upon entering 2010...

its been a month plus being in 2010...
a very down start...

hoping de time when i say 2010 ends wud come soon...
maybe not...
when cny break ends it'd be a hard 2 months plus b4 i get my ultimate long FIVE-month holiday.
time shud stop then, if i'm not goin for tat terrible job tat is ...

cny spirits are sky high now, at least for me.
since its my break now.
n had to keep decorating double houses lately.
so sick of folding empty angpaus ad...
i'm retired on making fans for de year...

in de year 2010, Monsta enter de house, creating much chaos in the house.
everyone start to shout early in de morning :"MONSTER!!!"
somehow became my morning alarm.
Monsta is reli adorable, like now, he's on his back given a nice scratch by auntie's student.
its nice to stare at him, especially during hard times.
feels like he noes wad is goin on...



Another adorable person i saw recently is my youngest cousin, chloe.
when 'twinkle twinkle lil star' is sang, i could get a thousand shots on her smiling.

baby chloe and papa

it was my dad's bday on de 7th, he took de opportunity to call his whole world of ppl to celebrate at the club in bukit utama.
got to reli noe de whole family tree of my dad'd side.
very complicated.
even discovered tat my younger aunt gave birth to twin sisters !
yea!!!
my dream of having twins is not impossible =)
they'd be so cute =P

daddy's cake, wif stuff added

part of de family tat day

new years???

its 2010,
doesn matter if we can feel it or not...

2010 has crept its way ere,
wif many not prepared...

new year resolutions??? null...
not de type tat actualli makes some...
or maybe i shud...

errrr....
other than tryin to maintain my scholarship for my year 2,
dun tink i hav anythin else in mind...
dun tink i'l even come up wif a proper set of resolutions after all...
or shud i open dis to de floor???

2009 Reflection:-

a. moving in to Shell's
yeah. this wud be de most obvious one...its been a year and a month since i've had a new 2nd home with a bonus of a 2nd family. guess living with 2 families isnt exactly sometin everyone could experience. somehow, made me realize, families really do have differences, in terms of communication n even in aspects of dining. since i came in, ther are pros n cons. there were the family-time balancing dilemmas, de housework routines(in which i stil need to cope on the system), de mooney crisis, de lack of biological family's attn, etc... hmmmmm... life is not perfect i suppose... however, wif this 'loud' 2nd family that i hav, its reli sumtin special tat i appreciate =)




b. foundation vs. university
my frens n i hav made our move to being undergraduates. ppl around me hav start to feel the tension from the stepping stone they decided to thrive for. doubts obviously come along. its hard. as for me, foundation was tough, university was like stepping into some sinking sand. with time, i've manage to still keep myself at a safe level above surface. hope can at least remain ther for some time.




c. e.c.s.y.
uhuh.... another highlight... to come to think of it, didn noe God placed u in my life for so long to have come to this part of His funny plan...dear, no negative tots k, jus never tot u wud come along =P ... it has been 6 months now, u always appear without fail in every memory of the past year...de sweet n sour moments we've shared - langkawi, bias lecturers, birthdays, and talks, wil be lingering like lil glittery sparks in my mind * * *




k now, 3 is already pretty long. other stuff like de 6pax: from how it looks, we, dis bunch of monkeys, are pretty much stuck together for life... yupe.. crossing my fingers.
guess i'm done, for now

bubbles....