turning into...

at de beginning
i recalled when i decided to take this course called foundation in art n design,
i reli didn noe wad was coming...

now that i hav spent 8 months in it...
everytin pretty much changed...

i turned into a person tat does things super fast...
dun tink i enjoy food as much as i did anymor ( excluding soup cos they're special,since they remind me of de nice proper home i use to have)

i turned into a person tat oni has 3 main tins i can afford to juggle wif -
academics(a big part of it), family(which i start to miss recentli, neva tot it wud reli strike me this much) and de 6 pax ( this sorta includes auntie n anne too)...
its like de triangle of ma life..

i turned into a person wher most of de ppl around me worries for me...
it has been quite some time wher ma mum said tat i dun hav to get good results...
ma bez fren n godma practicalli babysits me when i am reli rushin for a proj..

which leads to...
i turned into a person tat keeps many tins to myself..
to keep tins low so tat ppl won worry so much...

i turned into a person tat has to sacrifice de quality of ma work jus for about almost everytin else i wanna do...
this includes play, family, special times dedicated for any certain individual or other stuff...

i turn into a person tat have to say infinite times of sorries to ma liver...
i practically dun sleep at de rite time whenever a proj is on..

i turn into a person who spends oni less than 30 bucs on phon bills per month...
it wud hav been a record if it were b4 i joined this course...
now i hav so much balance in ma account i can call ppl as much as i want...
tink de main advantage tat i have mor money to spend encourages me to maintain this...

did i reli turn into a better person???
well...
tink its an unknown...

but al in al,
i stil reli love al de tins i do in this horibal course...
i must be crazy...