C-L-A-S-S

*clears throat* started.
sigh. such a pain.

should be brainstorming more for the movie
should be wise and start on knowing how to deal with photoshop b4 its too late
should not dream bout weird things (its still up to God >.<)
should not be having a slow brain that take so much time to process things
should maybe start accepting the fact that my friday class is at 3.30 till 5 !!!
should maybe try not to freak out after knowing how hard my year 2 syllables are

need more meiji green tea ice-cream...
for de good of de tortured mind

Tot of the Holiday - ni juu

20 blogs on my 5-month holiday,
n it ends here.

my journey these months haven't been de best,
but still great.
at least i had de opportunity for this amount of time to be spent however i wanted...
as for the goals i wanted to set,
barely passed on de list of thins that i was set to do:

=( learning up on photoshop n other programmes
=( getting bac to the piano
=( finish writing de novel i started ages ago
=( so many other things that are now forgotten even

de highlights to my holiday were just unforgetable. de things that made me NEVER wanna start class, de things that i gained, de stuff that i can do:

=) australia. the trip is so nice i've dreamt several times about goin bac. wad i've experience cant be described in words. its like stepping in another world altogether
=) being a waitress of de bee! its been more than 2 months working there. meeting new ppl, knowing how it feels to be servicing customers, learning how to make coffee, getting interesting tasting of food sometimes... de list goes on. makes a new part of my life now.
=) reading. since de holidays started, i picked up a book. it became a habit since. there is always a book in my bag now. gone from mitch albom to piles of chinese novels. n now i cant seem to get my hands off at least one book in mph.
=) since i worked for the other half of my holz, i gained $$$. de freedom of using them for several things i've wanted was nice. but somehow, since moving out, my sense of broke-ness seem like it wud be sticking to my head 4eva.

there has been changes n al. like de 6 pacts leaving for this n that. n gathering for this n that too. somehow gives us each a very personal view on what role each of us play in each other lives.

thoughts on my holiday end here.
de great n relaxing fantasy ends here.
de free flowing freedom ends here.
de mind hibernation of 5 months ends here.
my life,
as a student desperate to keep my scholarship refreshes,
as a family trying to balance spending time with everyone refreshes,
as a 20 year old trying to enjoy nice things in life while keeping my academic deadlines in tact refreshes.

its time,
to step back into the world.
together with my brain, that is.